Since I was a child, I knew I would go up against religious leaders. I remember vividly when I was watching The Prince of Egypt, I heard “that’s going to be you”. Initially, I was in shock and disbelief, but due to my life being similar to Joseph’s. I realized I truly was a prophet with a strong connection with Thee Creator.
As years went by, I walked the line between foreseeing good things to come, such as knowing who was about to have a child, before the woman even knew. Or, the good breaks and exciting events of life, that gives renewal of life. Or, foreseeing traumatic deaths that could be prevented, if the right precautions were taken.
Just months ago, it was confirmed to me that a violent incident could have occurred when I was a kid, if two individuals had stayed together. Wonderfully enough, I had unshakable conviction about the nightmare I had, which helped create a brand new future, where lives were saved. Because as a Prophet, there is deep sense of knowing what will surely come to pass, it’s something that can not easily be dismissed or ignored.
Common phrases that I found myself saying in my earlier days: “something in my spirit doesn’t feel right”, “I heard a voice”, “something told me”. All of these became ways to strengthen my gifts and abilities, to save many lives, and often times — my own. It’s why I have lived with so much peace and happiness, I learned to listen to that nudge, acknowledge the warning, and I would bare the fruit of it.
At times I would travel around the city, blissfully in my own bubble, listening to music. But when I’d be told to leave a location, even if it felt untimely, I listened. And wow, many of those times I completely dodged danger.
The wonderful reality about being Called, Chosen, a Prophet — is the fact that there are no prerequisites to become one. All it took was, Thee Creator — God, to choose me. And as I continue on my journey, He proves why He did so. Certainly, it goes without saying, He never needs permission from anyone to make them a Prophet, it’s not a voting matter, it’s not up for debate. This has been the consistent reality since the beginning of Genesis.
Many times in the Holy Bible, the masses deemed someone unfit for particular assignment, and they rejected that individual, even when there was proof the Lord chose them specifically. In such moments, He gives people a little time to adapt to the new. And then there comes a moment, when He shuts up all naysayers, and makes it where no one can oppose what He has established.
Just about all the people who are deemed iconic in the Holy Bible, dealt with neglect, abuse, humiliation, rejection, betrayal, loneliness, and isolation. But in those moments, they learn to grow closer to God and trust in the Word He placed in them. Then in time, they find themselves being more confident and respected by those they are among. Especially by those that are sent to help.
A common phrase many have heard is “God doesn’t call the qualified, He qualifies the Called.”
What does this mean? We can look at this from two standpoints, lets see the human stand point, which I’ll deem it as the “Zoomed In” perspective.
When people heard David is meant to be King, many saw what he did, and didn’t have, and disqualified him. However, God has the “Zoomed Out” perspective. He knows who the individual was at the origin of creation, He knows how they navigated the world, molded by the world, and how He will refine them to become who He desires.
I have been with you wherever you have gone, and I have cut off all your enemies from before you. Now I will make your name great, like the names of the greatest men on earth.
2 Samuel 7:9
You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you.
John 15:16
Now it should go without saying, that there’s many occupations where our Creator will help people expand their education and experience. So, if God tells a teenager he is meant to be a doctor. That doesn’t mean he is suppose to go grab a scalpel, and trust he will be guided to do surgery on someone.
No, that’s absurd! It means he will lead that teenager to which college to go to, which classes to take, how to maintain a work-life balance, help them grow in understanding of themselves, learn more about humanity, and then they go on to be the best of doctors.
Or, in smaller ways, some are guided to speak a word of hope, encouragement, or revelation to another, and it takes them having faith, confidence, and strong belief to do. Which can be gained through patience and practice.
Significant moments in my journey:
-Over my life, I’ve received grand revelations that went alongside those in the Book of Revelations.
-I have Prophesied grand changes in the country and the world, and witnessed those events play out.
-Not only am I aware that this is the End Times, but I have found the missing puzzle piece to the most mysterious prophecies ever written.
I have maintained my philanthropy, celibacy and virginity. Yes that’s right, I am a 26 year old virgin and proud of it. I’ve never had intercourse. I like to prove that not all Gay men are quick to have sex. Even when I was granted permission by God to do so, years ago — I still never had much interest in doing so. I value long lasting relationships and not fleeting pleasure. I have longed feared sharing about my virginity as a Gay Man, due to the fact that I never wanted to experience any sort of physical assault. Because I have never been molested nor raped. Yet, one of the most harmful misconceptions about Gay men is that something must have occurred to cause them to be gay. Instead of people considering they were made that way. Many rather deny them of the validity, authenticity, and reality of being Gay from the origin of creation. (And if we briefly consider the reality, that many who do endure such crimes, still go onto pursue those they were always attracted too. Straight guys continue to go after straight women, and straight women continue to go after straight men.)
Nevertheless, I am super encouraged at the magnitude of allies worldwide. The most progressive countries already have laws in place to safeguard those of my sexuality. And there are many Churches who have long supported the community for the past decades. And I am grateful that I will be able to further progress.
Overall:
I have:
- Survived near death moments before & after delivery.
- Survived near death moments as a child.
- Was a good child, helpful, responsible, and trustworthy.
- Unlearned bad habits, studied my own psychology, to heal and evolve.
- Continued my education outside the classroom and inside.
- Found fruit in fruitless seasons
- Willing to sit alone in isolation to examine my heart, mind, soul, spirit and rest of my being.
- Growing my good qualities monitoring areas of improvement
- Overcame problems on every side, triumphed and evolved.
- Transmuted the darkness I was around, into light.
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